Miyerkules, Mayo 23, 2012

Child's Cosplay


Child’s Cosplay

         One more hour and it is wrap up time. But as time keeps shorter and shorter I’m becoming more impatient. If only I could command my teacher to dismiss us early, I wouldn’t be so annoyed like this. You may be asking me why I behave this way. Excited to Playtime? Or am I just uninterested with school? Well, none of those. I’m even a consistent performer at school and not quite engaged to different play activities. It is just that I need to catch my favorite TV series. Those afternoon characters that was so magical to the extent that I myself am controlled by their spell.
            At home I immediately turned on the Television and multitasked while changing clothes and putting my school paraphernalia to their proper places. I heard the opening song of the show that I used to sing along up till the end of its lyrics. My concentration was at its highest degree. I only moved whenever commercials took its time. After the episode, another similar show would follow. Just like with the latter, my attitude was comparable.
As to my age, I’m fascinated with Animes. These Japanese mangas appearance on TV easily catches kids’ attentions like me. Its magical story and unusual context, without hesitation made every child’s imagination somehow come to life.
I do not exclude those educational-themed cartoons to my fascination but Animes were great. Those pocket monsters, ghost fighters, dragon-like flames, card captors, magic knights, etc. (too many to mention) added spice to my childhood years and somehow of my teenage. Yes, THOSE YEARS.
The years I regretted socializing with playmates to watch my pseudo playmates on TV. The years I memorized those songs I didn’t understand. I also, by those years, wear improvised clothes and props as weapons mimicking these characters. I collected stuffs and drew my favorite characters on specialty papers. The years where I did the things I wrote on the first paragraph, where I became a fan.
I bid goodbye to my teenage years a year ago as turn to my twenties. This signaled me to move on, look forward and change things for better. I forgot lots of things I used to do before. Reminiscing was the only way I went back.
One time I was cleaning my room when I found the old posters of mine of Dragon Ball Z, Slam Dunk, Fushigi Yugii, One Piece, Flame of Recca, etc. (uhhh…I can’t help myself but to enumerate and I hope you’re familiar of these). I used to keep them before like treasures but now, they’re only but entwined at the back of my cabinet. This event again gave me flashbacks, and made me teary eyed.
The next day I gave my posters to my niece and then she decided to post them on her room. At a blink of an eye her room was surmounted with magic I couldn’t elucidate. I sighed and smiled. That same day, she called some of her cousins to her room. To my discovery, they draw the characters on their notebooks with pens and colors (that I myself have used to do way back years from now). Well, an enthrallment and trance have transferred. How I wish they’ll appreciate as much as I do. By the way, I have downloaded theme songs of my favorite Animes and I want them to capture their melodies (I just, by now, imagine them enjoying its tune). Ah, just to add, I searched pages of these Animes on Facebook and liked all of them (missing them really).
I also have witnessed how Animes still nowadays made influences to youngsters through being Cosplayers. Unlike mine before of wearing cheap dress and props, they’re now with expensive and more creative costumes. They looked beautiful and fantastic. And to my eyes they made me reminded anew.
For now, new opportunities and obligations became my focus. Finishing my studies and finding a stable job was on my to-do list. I became more fascinated with the real world.
I’m just glad I became a fan and forever will be.

Martes, Mayo 1, 2012

From an unknown idiot


From an unknown idiot
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Hello there my darling
I’m a loner standing still
Whom you know but you don’t regard
My puffing idiot heart

I was once at a trance
Stirred by your luminous charm
So vivid, so jovial was your glance
That was melting me gently, with no harm.

T’was the day of Advent
Thy lure bids farewell, “so long…”
It turned my scared heart into crescent
As you said, “my friend”.

If only I have that courage to tell you
I treasure those days with you
But I got frightened that this feeling
Will create gaps of a million mile.

Too late, this life I blamed has ended
Into mist of sorrow and regret.
I’m carried by the angels
Away from my pity self.

I’m no one but a wanderer
At a distant corner of the mob
Right here where you can’t find
I’m staring, my dearest love.